
I wonder if he sits and waits,
For the phone call just like me,
The one to finally tell,
If he is charged or he is free.
I wonder if it scares him,
The fear of the unknown,
Or if he’s still so fearless,
Like I’ve always known.
I wonder if he dreams,
Of what his life might be like once this is done,
Does he have it weighing on his shoulders,
Like it weighs on mine a tonne?
I wonder if he even thinks,
Of the damage that he’s made,
I doubt it, he has never bothered,
About the children he betrayed.
I wonder if he is frightened,
That I might actually win,
That people might believe me,
And see through his evil grin.
I wonder if that monster,
Thinks that maybe I will drown,
That maybe the fear and torture,
Will finally make me backdown,
I wonder if he’s yet realised,
That I am here to stay,
To carry on my fight,
To keep all monsters at bay.
I wonder if he hates me,
As much as I hate him,
And if he’s finally twigged,
That I may sink but I can swim.
I wonder if he wants forgiveness,
For the crimes he won’t admit,
Even if he does,
Good luck ever getting it.
I wonder if he wonders,
About what my life has now become,
I’d tell him if I could,
That I’m no longer numb.
I wonder if he still thinks,
That I would never feel,
Well I’d make sure that he knows,
That I’ve begun to heal.
I wonder if he’s bothered,
About the family he stole,
I’d be sure to let him know,
I have my own now that makes me whole.
I wonder if his life is dark,
As dark as mine once was,
And if he has actually realised,
That he is the only cause.
I wonder if he sits and waits,
And wonders how big is a cell?
I hope that he is living,
The way that I lived in a pure hell.
I wonder if he sits and waits,
For the phone call just like me,
I hope each day he does,
And that the torture brings him to his knees!
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