Meltdown

 

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I’m in the middle of a meltdown                 And no-one understands
I’m lashing out and broken
I don’t know who I am

I’m in the middle of a meltdown
Impulsiveness takes control
Anger grows within me
Begins to take its toll

I’m in the middle of a meltdown
Abandoned and afraid
Emptiness and loneliness
My mind cannot dissuade

I’m in the middle of a meltdown
Intense emotions fill my soul
Suicidal thoughts and self-harm
Become my own black hole

I’m in the middle of a meltdown
Paranoia starts to rise
This world is far too dangerous
I need to run and hide

I’m in the middle of a meltdown
Overwhelmed and full of fright
Splitting means that everything
Is either only black or white

I’m in the middle of a meltdown
I know that I seem bad
Please know that I don’t mean it
Please do not be mad

I’m in the middle of a meltdown
There are no words to explain
The fear of these emotions
That takeover my brain

I’m in the middle of a meltdown
But people misunderstand
My personality isn’t broken
It just needs love and some kind hands.

Thanks for reading
**Image courtesy of Google Images**

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