Stuck

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I’m stuck in between

This future world

And my childhood dreams

 

A place where little girls have tea parties

And little boys have battles

And their laughter rules the land

 

Where cowboys and Indians fight and play

And fairies roam the sky

With their wings so high

 

A place with no stress or worries or care

Led by dreams and stories

And secrets I’d share

 

Where make believe rules

And imagination takes over

And this future cannot hurt me

 

Where love is shown with a touch and a kiss

And a mother’s arms

Brings comfort and bliss

 

A place where I’m loved and safe and strong

Where my only fear is of ghosts

Not monsters and people grown

 

I’m stuck in between

This future world

And my childhood dreams

 

Where make believe fades as reality comes

As dreams melt away

Imagination is gone

 

The cowboys and Indians no longer play

The fairies can’t fly

Not even one more day

 

Dreams no longer exist as fear takes over

The secrets I have

Must never be spoken

 

A place where stress and worries begin

As ghosts disappear

And monsters sneak in

 

I am no longer safe or loved or strong

Instead I am damaged and broken

Alone

 

Childhood laughter no longer rules

As darkness and sadness

Begin to fuse

 

The comfort and love has faded away

Danger, darkness and death

All take their place

 

I’m stuck in between

This future world

And my childhood dreams

 

Too afraid to move forward, knowing I cannot go back

For the childhood I dreamt of

Was a dream and just that

 

I grew up too quickly, the dreams disappeared

That man took advantage

And left me in fear

 

Monsters existed and nightmares came true

Love, comfort and safety

I never knew

 

I’m stuck in between

This future world

And my childhood dreams

 

This future is scary, not sure I’ll survive

But my childhood dreams

Begin to say their goodbyes

 

I’m stuck in this place that I do not know

All alone with the sadness

That grows and grows

 

I’m stuck with the memories, the fear and the pain

As my childhood reality

Shows its face

 

I’m stuck in the past and this future world too

I want to move forward

Begin a new

 

I’m stuck in this place, full of pain and fear

I’m stuck with a voice

People would not hear

 

I’m stuck in this place, I need to escape

To become unstuck,

My voice I must raise!

 

Thanks for reading

**Image courtesy of Google Images**

 

 

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