Again the nightmare plagues me
The monsters get me in my sleep
Again the nightmare plagues me
My fear it runs so deep
Again my body is frozen
I cannot seem to move
Again my body is frozen
Yet it has no more to lose
Again I try to fight them
The monsters in my head
Again I try to fight them
I’m sure they’re in my bed
Again I wake one morning
With scratches on my chest
Again I wake one morning
I feel so very stressed
Again my head is muddled
Was it real or just a dream
Again my head is muddled
It was real just as it seemed
Again my mind remembers
All the stuff they put me through
Again my mind remembers
That my nightmares are all true
Again I’m all alone
Memories running through my head
Again I’m all alone
Wishing I was dead
Again the pain hits me
It fills my body, mind and soul
Again the pain hits me
Like a never ending big black hole
Again my heart is broken
Never sure it will be whole
Again my heart is broken
As I remember what they stole
Again my arm is bleeding
From the blades across my skin
Again my arm is bleeding
As I find another pin
Again the trauma strikes me down
Nightmares, flashbacks, triggers too
Again the trauma strikes me down
It is stuck to me like glue
Again I wish for freedom
From this torture and this pain
Again I wish for freedom
To be released from their tight chain
Again I tell you I’m OK
I know that is a lie
Again I tell you I’m OK
I am too afraid to cry
Again I feel I’m breaking
As the day comes to an end
Again I feel I’m breaking
Yet this cycle starts again
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